Miles to go before I sleep

Everything has been so good, yet I feel so lost,
It seems as if without winter, my brain is under the frost,
Decisions pending, life entangled, I am living in a mesh of wires,
Just waiting for the deadline to arrive, waiting to see which one fires,
It feels like a caterpillar in the cocoon awaiting a new life,
But the phase of transformation is painful and difficult to thrive,
What if I can’t sustain the pain and die before the recreation,
Should I break the entangled threads and come out of the frustration,
It has to be some day when I decide and move ahead of cross roads,
Why not take a step further and select one of the sign boards,
I know I am not literate enough, to decipher all the right signs,
But experience is the key to learn, even by the wrong lines,
So I have to make a move and act fast, before things go too deep,
The metamorphosis will take its toll but I have miles to go before I sleep.