Will I be the one to pity??

The way you smile,
The way you look at me for a while,
Something inside me stirs up,
To last for an eternity.
Looking at the stars in your eyes,
With your shriek dark simplicity,
A little bit of attitude,
A little bit of humility,
Sometimes your obstinacy,
Sometimes your rigidity,
But above all those emotions,
Lies your stupidity.
Never to say those words,
For which I am waiting since an eternity,
Are these words missing or,
Is the emotion out of your fraternity?
When will I know,
When will I understand,
That howsoever far you are,
You are near my heart’s vicinity.
Yours claims are tall,
You promise a lot,
But your words have
An element of enigmity.
Sometimes I am not so sure,
Can it be in the end,
That I’ll be the one to pity,
That I’ll be the one to pity.